My Only One, Book One of the Fortunato Family series, is a friends to lovers, romantic suspense that's chock full of feels.

Esme:
We grew up in side by side New York City tenements. Shane was my first friend, my first crush, and when he enlisted, my unforgettable heartbreak. When fate brings us back together after ten years, I'm in a world of danger. But I'm not a kid anymore and I know what I want. Shane and I have a second chance at forever and there's no way I'll lose him again.

Shane:
Brilliant, beautiful, bound for success, Esme was the girl next door and a temptation I had to resist. I was too old for her, but I couldn't forget her. When we meet again after ten long years, she's caught in the crosshairs of a deadly drug kingpin. But I wear a badge now. Nothing will stop me from protecting the woman who claimed me-heart and soul-so long ago. I'll keep Esme safe or die trying.

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